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Friday, July 10, 2009

I've been going the wrong way, I keep doing the wrong things, and now, I dreamt of myself, what am I doing to myself, really?

My mother gets mad for the wrong things, not knowing what I've really done. My friends don't know me the way they should... I'm someone different in their eyes... But who am I really?
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I walked across a dark room, I saw someone, the devil? No. He was wearing white. He gave me a hug, and held my hand. "Come back to me when you're ready." He said. I didn't understand Him, Heck, I couldn't even see His face... I looked down, then He tapped my shoulder. "You'll be okay." He said. He disappeared.

I suddenly got flashbacks... The cursing, the lying, the mocking, the teasing... It's crazy. I wanted to cry...














I woke up to realize, maybe that person was God, and He was telling me that I should go back to how I really was before, the old prayerful Aly. :)



Posted on 8:00 PM

Tuesday, April 21, 2009

Okay, I'm currently in a hospital not for health reasons but I'm with a few friends of mine. I fell asleep a few minutes ago in one of the dorms...

"Hey, do you really have to go?" Jackie walked beside Elle and I.
"I guess. Well, I have to go now." Elle said, as I looked at the sky.
"Can we like, stop here first, look at the clouds?" I guess I said that, and kinda pulled Jackie beside me.

We stopped and looked anyway, until Elle said "I really have to go now... bye."
So we had our goodbye's, she got in their car and another car came crashing into the said car.
Next thing I heard was Jackie crying. I didn't know what I was doing but I managed to call for an ambulance...
Elle was gone...



Posted on 7:09 PM

Sunday, March 29, 2009

After hours and hours of watching La Corda D'Oro Primo Passo, here's one of my dreams, which happened like, 20 minutes ago... Did anyone know I could play the piano?? :))
Here's a short background on me first, before I start, because some may get confused... :D

At the age of 1, 1/2, Titanic was always played, so I had a daily dose of listening to Celine Dion's "My Heart Will Go On", and that's when my whole music thing started.
At the age of 3, 1/2, I was partly addicted to playing the piano, so I learned play Chopsticks, then, I started to play other songs like Twinkle Twinkle Little star, which was weird because I only did it by ear. I also played the flute
then.
When I was enrolled into ballet class, we were taught to dance and interpret certain pieces like the Dance of the Sugar Plum Fairy, Nutcracker, Swan Lake, etc... There, I was open to classical music.
I got into the first grade when my mom brought me to her piano teacher, who seemed so young at that time, and I learned certain piano pieces. hehe. :)
I was only open to classical music and whatever my mom would listen to until Grade 3.
Grade 4 came and I was more open to different genres of music, so I started playing the guitar.
Grade 5 was like, hell for my grades because I was only prioritizing music since I'm the only one who didn't last long when it came to piano... So grades were going downn...
I joined the Glee Club in Grade 7, I also have this well, crush on a doctor and he plays the piano well.
Now that I am an upcoming Freshman at Miriam College, I can sing, and play various instruments like the guitar, piano, flute, drums and of course, the leaf. :))

Okay, that was long! :)) Here's my dream...


I was playing the piano, and suddenly, someone came into the room, he held a single red rose... (My Sassy Girl, much?!) he gave me the rose, and we ran off outside, he sang certain songs that woud definitely pierce my heart. He took a guitar and started to play Thunder by "Boys Like Girls" so I sang along. Alas, all happy things don't last forever, he just jumped into this river and drowned...

For a moment I would listen to depressing songs, compose really sad songs and play Reverie on the piano, but someone else came into my "Music Room", clutching a single red rose again, sitting beside me, being my accompaniment as I played the piano, he played the guitar... :)



Posted on 6:44 PM

Friday, March 27, 2009

[venue: Casa San Pablo, San Pablo, Laguna]
[accompanied by: Doctor Dude, Residents of UP-PGH as of 2008-2009]

I walked across the place in a red dress and black stiletto's, then I went out the door, I walked to the pool and stripped down to my lingerie, I jumped in the pool...

The water turned red. Blood red, and then someone pulled me down. I closed my eyes, then when I opened them again, all I could see were faces.

Faces with horrible cuts.

Faces of the people I love.

And the face of "Doctor Dude".

I couldn't breathe. I was being pulled down to what was supposed to be a 7 ft. deep pool to an endless depth wherein I don't think I would live longer if I couldn't get loose of whatever was pulling me down.

I got scared.

Everything started to get blurry, and I got my first cut from the person pulling me down.

The water was cold, felt like a thousand daggers piercing through my skin.

Then I woke up.

[A/N: This is a freaky dream for me... but I like how I woke up. :)]



Posted on 4:55 AM

Tuesday, January 20, 2009

I walk alone, I was walking alone. Then I saw crystalline. She was there, staring at me in a disturbing way. She walked away, I didn't follow, I was just standing there. I saw a guitar and I started playing, wait, this was Crystalline's guitar I was playing. Crystalline came back with a few friends, and this certain person I consider as my best friend, Jackie, but then we're like, uhm, fighting now because of my freakin' insanity.

Moving on, Jackie was getting hurt, and then I started to cry. Then I woke up, my pillow was drenched in tears...



Well, g'night! :)



Posted on 6:24 AM

Saturday, January 10, 2009

I'm running around, looking scared, hiding from everyone. Humiliation? Of course.
I've fallen, I'm down, I'm broken. That's all I know. But what else? Who was there for me. Oh right, NO ONE.

Who am I? What the hell? Why am I even here?
Thought rush through my head, I'm getting a headache.

This is not a dream, yet I consider it as a dream, so what is it? Reality? Of course.
It's hallucination, or reality. Either or.

I think it's dream, but why can't I wake up? Right, no dreams anymore.

I'm sick of dreaming.

That's all I can think of, and see, how I panic. In my dream.

And this is the part where I stop, coz I've woken up.



Posted on 9:52 PM

Friday, January 9, 2009

This was a dream of mine, someone was singing me this lullaby... My lullaby for myself...

"Good evening to the sun
It's time for me to drift into my dreams
My light is fin'lly gone
Melodies, lullabies, it's not what it seems...

Without you I'm a solitary star
But here I am, I've gone this far

This wonderful lullaby
It tells me not to cry
I drift into my dreams
The pain will be gone for a while"

to be continued...



Posted on 9:04 PM











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