Wednesday, December 31, 2008

Well, I had the weirdest dreams since the last time I've posted. Well, it's new year anyway, so here, new blog post.

December 14, the night before my birthday...

I was walking in my room up until I went to the balcony of our house, to my surprise, a very close friend of mine (Who I met in one of my dreams before, I don't know his name, though.) was calling me from outside of the gates of our house, for some reason, he could not get in. He said I was surrounded by a force field of some sort. I ran downstairs and tried to get out the gates but then I couldn't. I started to scream and something pulled me back inside... then I woke up. I woke up at 11:59 PM.

December 15

I was dreaming about this girl, she said her name was Christalyn Mariette... She was telling me that she knows me better than I know myself, I could not believe at first but then I learned to trust her. Everytime she held me, I would see certain parts in my life, then there was this memory, some guy I used to know, he was telling me that his name was Brandon, he had a dog named Raven with him. Brandon was running and he fell, I was there to help him, and I told him that I'd call for someone, he said "Just stay with me..." I stayed with him but then I kind of got his dog to run to someone, luckily, he was saved. They told me that he was a cancer patient, he had leukemia. I told him to stay with me this time, but he died on his bed... One of the angles that you could see from far away, reminded me of my grandfather... who said the same thing before he... uh, passed away...


December 17

I was looking for my cellphone because I had to text someone, when I found it, it was ringing, Jackie was calling me, so I hastily answered her call. All I could hear was heavy breathing at first, then there was a voice from the background telling Jackie to talk to me... then I heard a gunshot...


December 18

I was wearing black, it was Brandon's funeral. His mother told me that I should keep Raven because Brandon would've liked that. I watched them lower his coffin 6 feet underground, Raven was crying, I started to cry too, until I saw another person, Amia, she was Brandons best friend and probably, girlfriend. She kept on telling me that she would miss Brandon, I would tell her that everyone would miss Brandon, and that she should know that during the hardest parts of her life, or when she's scared, she should know that Brandon's watching over her...
That reminded me of someone...


December 26

I was half awake so I could hear the people around me, talking. my younger cousins, asking each other if they should wake me up or let me rest since I've been taking care of the youngest among us. They decided not to, and I let myself dream... My cousins would call me their mom and I would take care of them, everytime I ask them where there mom was, their answers only backfired straight to me. I got scared.


December 29

Raven, Brandon's dog, was playing with me. He ran off inside my house and I followed him, he led me to a door and started scratching on it, I opened the door and instead of seeing what was supposed to be there, I saw something else... I saw all the people I truly cared for, and I stared into the blank space at the corner of the room. I went there and to my surprise, there was another door, which led me to a white room, filled with pictures of me and Raven...
(December 30, a dog came to us who looked exactly like Raven so I decided to adopt him, and I named him Riven, because I didn't really want to make everything in my dreams come true...)


And now, I'm pretty restless. I haven't slept yet and It's new year! Happy new year, everyone! :D

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I'm ianna. I love fantasy, dreams... vampires and obviously... i hate reality;

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That Every one would smile
And everyone would stay
And make this life worthwhile.

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